just got in from spit dat.

very long day.

a good day. but long.

i’ve been going through a series of experiences with being needed, hoping to be wanted, and feeling disposable.

I’m a little depressed.

i have good moments. the family and friends and folks in my circle are certainly helpful.

I just want to have something to show for all the hard work.

i know… not a very fun post.

but its real.

We shouldn’t hide from our hurt. that’s the only way to get help.

I’m gonna post a bunch of poems later today.thanks for taking the time to read a tired mans thoughts.

i really do appreciate it.

really. i do.

Peace and safety,

-Dwayne